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Illusion

by Pina Palau

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1.
Intro 02:07
2.
Jupi 02:46
You don’t need to cry, honey Just because you’re on your own Just close your eyes, honey And you will see there’s so much more There’s so much more Jupi Jupi No one’s beside you, honey When you wake up in your bed Nobody to claim something When your arms fall over it and spread Your arms fall over and spread Jupi Jupi You lie awake at night Tears rolling down your cheek Value the silence And that nobody snores And always make sure That you lock the door Jupi Jupi Jupi Jupi
3.
Breathe 03:07
I was wondering If you would hold me through the night When I am shivering I am scared to go to sleep What if I wake up dead in the morning I can’t breathe even though I haven’t seen a human in days I want your breath in my face So warm and so humid The smell of your coffee With the sweet twist of the jam That you had in the morning I can’t breathe even though I haven’t seen a human in days I can’t breathe even though I haven’t seen a human in days
4.
Stranger 04:02
I knew nothing but the playground You said you would never let me down I loved swinging high It made me feel like I could fly I moved in another direction I moved to another dimension I know that I am a stranger We grew older walking hand in hand Someday we would outgrow our fairyland When you smiled I smiled Oh dear I was a child I moved in another direction I moved in another dimension I know that I am a stranger
5.
She can swallow her pain And do it the same all over again She can find herself a man Yes she proved it that she can All she ever had to do To make her wishes all come true Is stand in the corner and wait For a man to ask her on a date I wish I had a smile like her With a gap between my teeth I could whisper through She feeds on their petty thoughts And she laughs at all their jokes She always sees things eye to eye And she lights up when they smoke Like a spoon full of comb honey A sweet explosion with a bitter twist They stick to her when they come close No way to leave nor to resist I wish I had a smile like her With a gap between my teeth I could whistle through I wish I had a smile like her With a gap between my teeth I could whisper through
6.
Super Ego 03:43
You come into my room and you stand by my bed I can feel you breathing right next to my head It tickles when you whisper into my ears But your words they sound deeply severe Who let you in Who let you in Can’t you see that I’m still sleeping You leave the room with an unpleasant sound Then my tired eyes make me roll around I can smell a trace of velvet in the air And I know that you’re not mean no you really care Who let you in Who let you in Can’t you see that I’m still dreaming I sit down at the table you stare into my face You keep coming closer I don’t have enough space I can’t have you breathing down my neck all the time This is not only your life no it’s also mine Who let you in Who let you in Can’t you see that I’m still sleeping Who let you in Who let you in Can’t you see that I’m still dreaming
7.
A Chelsea morning is hard to see Through yellow curtains light shines on me I took the blues down to the 23rd To follow Patti’s soothing word   Then silence broke somebody screamed They’re murdering my dreams! In a David Lynch movie scene   The ones in room 425 A mess left from last night I guess they kept free love alive They’re still running after money And they’re still hungry for more flesh The limousines still cooling in the street That heart is throbbing still but it’s skipping beats
 The man who stood at the front door Told me something about a tour As if I wanted to see more   He told me, ‘Child come step inside’ I ain’t no child and need no guide ‘Hey, thanks sir’ I replied    I slid my dreams in Between Patti’s words A scribbled note to self For what a song is worth When the wind began to fly I sighed a shy goodbye And walked into the night Then these words rang in my ears ‘We are still here, After all these years’
8.
Illusion 04:28
She was a woman with a vision She was a girl with a troubled mind She was my friend my partner in crime She couldn’t leave the trouble behind Where did I lose you Was it all an illusion We shared these dreams and shared these games When it came to boys we craved the same She laughed so loud and cried all day Could be this or that it‘s hard to say Where did I lose you Was it all an illusion Now she has belladonna eyes She lost track of where the truth lies She dances through the night disguised Let’s meet again when the sun rise Where did I lose you Was it all an illusion An illusion An illusion

about

After a string of gorgeous singles, singer songwriter Pina Palau releases her debut full-length. Titled Illusion, the record is a collection of carefully crafted indie folk gems ranging from pensive, earthy ballads to explosive, twangy anthems. Meaning: there are songs on here that will balm your soul on a lonely drive down the 101; but also the type that will propel a bunch of bodies into motion and have them spinning around a blazing bonfire. Conversational in tone, yet emotionally crushing (in a subtle sort of way), these songs are a candid inventory of the soul. The casualties of coming of age, finding your place in the world as a young woman, wrestling with the incongruities of subjectivity while figuring out what it means to be an artist – every topic is rendered in a careful, subtle shading with a gentle touch.

It started as a morning ritual: a cup of coffee, an acoustic guitar, a pencil, and a pad. Whatever was happening at the moment, she put it down in her sonic journal; dreams and memories included. Raw, unfiltered, and honest, because nobody was listening. Not yet. In a couple of months, there was more than enough material for a full length. That’s when co-producer Mario Hänni jumped on board. The morning ritual continued, but with way more “toys” now. Everything was allowed, as long as the spirit of the original demos was kept intact and the feeling true. When sound engineer Giuliano Sulzberger joined the fam, they moved the operation to a cozy studio with giant windows located over a janky car repair shop in an industrial part of Zürich. Since all three of them obsess over texture, second-hand mics and unorthodox miking techniques became a thing. They also ran signals through old school amps and, often, recorded with the windows wide open, even when it rained. Soon enough, all of the songs blossomed into fully fleshed out arrangements, some with a dash of something orchestral, strings and all.

Illusion sounds both new and old. With the analog treatment – the fuzzy warmth about them – it’s hard to place these songs on a timeline. On occasion, a little nod towards something contemporary might slip in; but mostly, this is a body of work that is in dialogue with the greats. Complex arrangements aside, the writing relishes in the elegance of simplicity — and this goes for the music as well as the lyrics. Musically, there is always just enough; that is: only as much as is necessary to transport the emotion. The lyrics are crafted out of poetic plain-speak and feel like an intimate conversation (at times a confession) or like being inside Pina’s head. On the dreamy, acoustic-driven gem Patti’s Words, Pina describes her trip to New York, and how she got lost in a world that Patti Smith captured in her prose. Super Ego, extremely intimate and cinematic, finds her writing from the point of view of being sound asleep, while the responsible part of her tries to coax her out of bed. Stranger, which sounds like a really tight band lost deep in the zone, deals with a childhood friendship, the relentless nature of time, and the pains of growing apart with somebody very dear to you. Jupi rocks! As far as hookiness is concerned, it's as sticky as it gets! It captures that strange feeling when everything seems like it went completely off-the-rails, and you don’t know whether to laugh or cry. It’s caustic and fun. Illusion, which provides the conceptual framework for the rest of the songs, is based around the realisation that your memories can, and often are, heavily sugar coated. Out of sync with reality. The song crescendos and unravels like a labyrinthine dream that spills out over the shores of waking consciousness. Melancholy and gorgeous. Orchestral. When the last sound finally fades out, nothing is as it was. Which makes it the perfect choice for the title track on a record that deals with the loss of innocence and the winding maze of self-revelation.

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released September 16, 2022

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Pina Palau Zürich, Switzerland

We live in an enchanted world, unfortunately way too often we’re too busy to even notice. It takes a special type of artist to draw back the curtain and make us recognise this magic nestled in the mundane. Singer-songwriter Pina Palau possesses this rare gift. Her songs obsess over the everyday: coaxing the poetry out of situations and characters that seem all too familiar. ... more

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